Wednesday, April 28, 2010

Mental Block..


Well I have been wanting to write for a while..but there really has not been much to write about. I think I force it...I think about it and im left with nothing. So I am just going to write.
Yesterday my previous pastor, dad of my dear friend whom I have known since high school..passed away. He has had ALS for over 3yrs though it took longer than a yr to diagnose what what initially wrong with him. Amazingly he got to outlive his prognosis by over 2yrs...in that time he got to see his middle child marry, and have his very first grandchild..and spend as much time as he could with his family and those who cared for him. I know it was hard on his family..caring for him around the clock..it would be hard on anyone..especially for so many years. I remember Scott as an amazingly tall soft spoken man who had a fondness for basketball and loved loved loved Jesus! He worked with Whatcom County fire fighters and went to help familes after their loved ones had passed away..to council and give support. He was a very kind and overall a great person. Its hard to see him go..but at the same time I know what a wonderful blessing it is for him. He was freed from his prison! And I know he was welcomed with open arms into Heaven!!
Heaven..I know without doubt that it is a place that now words can describe..simply put its definitely where I want to go. But that does not mean it doesnt freak me out. Its the unknown. Something I cannot even visualize or imagine for that matter. I wish I could peak somehow. I know I dont care nor do I ever even want to know what Hell is like!! That is too freaky by far. Guess id rather be freaked out by the unknown of Heaven than that of Hell..lol!
Well its time for a cupa. Chow!

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I'm a stay at home mom with 3 kids under 4 and a hubby. We lead a crazy and busy life with Jesus as our center.